Okay full speed ahead!!

Okay so I've been very lack with my diet and I know this, i am starting to feel the old pains and tiredness i use to feel. I am going full speed ahead this week. I have a goal and I want to meet that goal, I will meet that goal. I don't care what people may say you have to do this for yourself, whether it is to fit into slutty clothing, get a guy, or look better than someone you hate you just have to do it. Negative think yep and I don't care. I want to look better than a certain person and I do want that guy, the clothes wellll I'm to old for slutty. I have the face now all I need is the body. As far as dating I am communicating with a nucmed tech and think I might stop, idk he just isn't my cup of tea. I am soo looking for that freaky geek, you know the one who is nerdy yet likes the boom boom pow? where will I find him, sigh. He's also older than me, not that he is acient because the guy I want is almost 10 years older than me but he is that geeky freak I like. I don't know maybe I will give it a chance maybe not. Theres another guy who comm with me he is a hot guitar playing daddy, but i don't want to make the first move because I am a punk and hate rejection, but he showed intrest first just waiting for him to take the next step. He also has that geek thing going on that I like. So I was swimming yesterday and I am so proud of myself, it wasn't far but still swimming. N E way, tomorrow is Zumba and a great new start to my diet. I need to go to bed now because I keep reading that sleeping is crucial to weight loss, and I don't sleep. Okay Jetsons on boom then sleep. Good night and thanks for your support!